to whom u r crying?

i just dnt know wht happened to me..crying like someone went to heaven.. crying like seeking for
peace..im confused..did i missing someone or i cant leave someone?just dont get it....it was fine at first.....but now a feelin asked me "do u dare to let it go??do yo??....oh god...wht kind of feelin
it is...tears running so fast...my mind think of...??...urgghhh...y do dis happened to me...my heart
torn..completely crushed...how dare im playing with dat feelin..how could u areefa?? dont u ever
think of .... at once?even once??...no!!! i do not play wit dat feelin..and honestly i dont ever betrayed ....

this is just a matter of feelin...closed my eyes n i saw...oh my..more tears running thru...my heart so compressed....
never want to let it go..but i hve to...cant keep that forever...hold me tightly pleaseeeeeeeee...i've done something which im not suppose to.....forgive me wht ive done....i've no other intention
neither want ruined anyone heart...it was so heaven to be loved but very hard to love.......if u
have dat in ur heart do care and never let anyone snatch it from u.....i've drown because of my
fault....tears have became a deep sea and make me drowning.....trying to get help......but
somehow i realized....no one can help.....survived on my own.......the sea became
deeper.....actly....im crying to myself...........

wakakaka...jiwang x??nnti ifa nk wt teater...sbb 2la nk kne blaja jiwang2 sket:b hahhaha
k la c ya......mmuah3x