ok post dis time emotional sket....xtau nk luah kt spe kalo luah kt suami ...cnfirm xkan memihak kepada kt i mean msti die soh think positive dont think of this dont thnik of that...so i think blog je tmpat i mengadu...sometimes i think people r so free xde keje nk buat selain sbuk pasal org lain.....im not sure btl ke x ape yg i pk tp those kind of people make me stress a little.... i xpasti itu tanda mereka concern pada kehidupan i or mereka sengaja suka menyebok hal org lain....ya allah...i donno la ..im so sensitive about this matter....i rs mcm i ni susah sgt ke hidup or melarat sgt ke hidup smpai org lain nk tentukan masa depan i ape yg i patut i buat bla bla bla....?dari awal pregnant lg ade suara2 sumbang yg tnya xkeje ke? xnk keje ke? masyaallah...hanya allah yg tau how desperate i am to work..but my condition doesnt allowed me todo so...i hv to wait n finished up my study first bru la hati ni lebih tenang...kalo i ignore or quit my study i dont think i blh keje dgn tenang pun plus im pregnant ....common on people ! a graduated women like me xkan cannot think of her future ...plus dh kawen suami ade ape yg u all nk risaukan?? i just dont get it *sigh*
i more thing some of them igt i duk rumah goyang kaki xwt pape...helloooo.....im not that bad...actually i am planning utk jual cookies kt petronas jual nasi lemak anything yg blh buat duit...but since i live alone dont u ever think can a pregnant women manage to do that alone?i pun xnk amk risiko kalo masuk hospital kne kua duit plk wlpun niat asalnye nk tmbah income ....
hmmm xpela let people keep talking dlm ms yg sma i nk prove kt dieorg yg i hv my own plan n i will success 1 day insyaAllah...kalo ank u kaya dpt income beribu tp xdpt tlg sedara mara yg susah ape gunanya? kalo anak menantu u loaded dpt income ribu riban sebulan perlu ke u canang kt org lain? i xheran ok....i xpndai material org tu i pndg hati budi cara die tlg org dgn duit die tu....
orang beli bju mahal2 handbag kasut mahal2 branded i sabar je tgk of cos spe xnk pkai brg yg branded tp ukur baju di badan sndiri la der....kalo u xmmpu wtpe u wt2 mampu...seriously kalo u all (readers) yg ade fmly members ke kwn2 yg lebih kurang perangai cm ni yg ske show off tu...lantak pi kt depa....if possible stay away from them.....spuya iman u ttp kuat n utuh .... haishh enufla kot psl ni...tp mmg agk skt jiwa gk la i tadi...well nevermind i jadikan ini sume pembakar semangat n sentiasa igt bahawa ALLAH tu yg memberi rezeki berkat usaha n doa kt....pandang org lain yg xmerasa ape yg kita ade brula kt rasa betapa byknye nikmat yg ALLAH bg pada kt....
